Boring but interesting.....

When will i kiss my dream???. 
Through out my life i wandered like an unlucky and aimless soul in the desert, which did not have thorns nor burn me with scorching heat.

 I was happy for those unobstructed path..... 

But now i cry for those obstacles, which would have helped me to take those minions and fly like a phoenix...

 I am yet another creature lamenting on its monotonous life...

 Mediocrity and averageness spoiled my jest to become a high flying successful eagle in the endless sky.

 Excuse me... I am not begging for your sympathies nor asking you to appreciate my honesty. I am warning you to take leap over that abyss, which would suck you to a damn world where you are just an unknown entity...

All these days i took a safe path rather than those unchosen ones. But now i repent and i can see Robert frost's soul smirking at me....

   

Whenever i do 'risk benefit analysis', i always end up in assuming that less risk,less benefit.

This thoughts will always haunt me whenever i meet a person in a better position, whom i could have been.

 It will be there in a painful corner of my heart forever. Even if i attain the zenith of success which i deserve, i would yearn for a better one. This is a human mind and thats why till now no scientist could measure its imagination.

But there is also a bit of happiness in this boring mediocrity and i have unknowingly enjoyed it for a long time. I am not justifying or giving a falsification to mask my inability. I am just informing you that there is also an unseen light in our dim moments. It depends on how we explore and find its luminescence more appealing. That is why people say 'contentment is a wealth'. To be precise " life is a labyrinthine where you end up either in a mess or find a bliss. It completely relies on which path you take and how you perceive the way..."

I may be a crazy donkey!!!! but truth is always a truth....

Nobody can question my philosophy...

Coz nobody sees my blog...

 Yes..... i am a middle class blogger...

unwatched...but free...hence i call myself a miserable scholar... 

he he he....

Smile....

There came a smile, not from the shades of old memories

 neither from a wicked trick nor from the worldly worries …

With thoughts flying high and imaginations growing wild,

Smile felt mighty and went for a feral ride.

It was not created by an intention or a happy occasion

Though accidental but original, it danced at that little celebration. 

 It was one man show in no man’s sphere.

Slowly smile faded and vanished to nowhere.

Grazing through the frets of that world and hoping for a blissful time,

those eyes rambled in that meaningless mime.

 When his vision got out of that wonder filled treasure,

 I saw myself, staring at a mirror…

poor soul...

Days were many and good times were plenty,

Deserted from sorrows and the life was in high spirit,

Everybody ordained him with incredible merits..

Marked with Perilous games and audacious crimes

Still cajoled with mere admonishes..

Saw nothing but joy and happiness...

His Life's boat was sinking in tumultuous ocean

It took long time to realize those good days have vanished.

Now indignation spits and irreverence kicks..

He could see all his dreams getting ripped off..

Never knew life would take a steep turn..

He wandered dejected and perished..

Dangling mind cheated his heart..

Hopes have shattered and strengths have trembled,

Supports have cluttered and ambition got rambled..

Nothing remains as it was... He was lonely..

He steps up to kiss the death..

But the poor soul could not understand the truth…

That every day follows a night…

Go My king….

Go My king….

Raise from ashes and fly like dragon

There may be obstacles hanging and enemies waiting,

But nothing will stop you, so go my king.

Hundreds may oppose you and thousands may curse

All by your side may fall down and No one may stand with you

Your steps may ramble and sight may go dim,

Still you should be there like an invincible.

Adversaries may laugh and sycophants may stab

Careful king, believe no one in this ungrateful world

Sing with reliance and dance with confidence,

As victory is all yours, so go my king....

Path may be decorated with thorns and fire all around

Scorpion may bite and Snake may spit poison

Light may hide and Darkness may cover the path

Friends may turn away and brothers may frighten

All alone you should proceed to gain the crown, so go my king....

Power of an elephant and acumen of a panther

Ordained with infinite wisdom and blessings of god

Just remember no one can suppress you

And those against you will be under your feet.

lonely you will win, so go my king…....

my final journey

I rested in heaven And danced with friends

Bees came to kiss me and flowing winds..

My beauty decorated with rare wings and shades..

I was lonely attraction to throngs And many poured praises.

I bought fame, a worthless bubble.

I sat in a emperor’s throne and led ordained life,

Till I was dragged to eternal curse…

In that commotion, drops came to hug and keep me fresh.

Beauty cost my life, though both are mortals.

Still there was overwhelming smile,

Which I shared with many others in pile..

Our destination awaited us and we did the same.

Place was darkened by silence and he lied in the centre

Everyone had reason and the old lady too.

His soul was blessed and body had a great farewell

she had none but memories to console

There was nothing worse and her pain erupted with loud cry.

I was put beside that solider and made my final journey with tears and

pride.

PS:

This poem is about a flower which enjoyed wonderful life, till it was plucked and joined with others... It accompanies a solider on his final journey…